soooo co came over today! andd i was supposed to go over dans but were hanging out tomorrow instead and im excited =] but tonight i think im goin to the movies with co her mom and sister to see get rich or die tryin OR in her shoes OR chicken little =] lol butt yeah THERES PICTURESS <3!

i hate her <3

we were laughing at something..? lol

she likes the boys on my wall <3

i did good of gettin me in there i thought =]

that mirror shits harder than it looks...=[

shes a retard and didnt look at the camra?

raaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

i was dancing. lol

MIGUEL!

she was breakinn it downnnn!

i wanna be the smile you put on your face <3

k well thats itt!!! byeeee <3kp!

see my life is filled
with ups and downs.
but im okay, when your around!
i love you dan <3

hiii!!! =] wellllll tech is FULL of fuckin drama and im sick of these little girls who think their all big and touch and say "oh she wont do shit" WHEN THEY CANT EVEN SAY SHIT TO OUR FACES?! so how are we not doin shit. they fuckin piss me off. and everyone needs to mind their own damn bussiness and maybe not make things worse? k that'd be great thankssss!!! and "hands" needs to calm down!!!!!!!  goddd!! welll yeah, but besides the drama! i saw dan today <3  and i love him <33! andd i came home and CRYED MY EYES OUTT! cause i watched the notebook <3 i freakin love that moviee!! =] its adorable!!! k well byeee <3kp

They didn't agree on much, in fact, they rarely agreed on anything, they fought all the time and they challenged each other everyday, but despite their differences they had one important thing in common, they were crazy about each other <3

You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, every day we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours. And, my darling, you will always be mine.

i love you so much dan <33

hiiii! =] wellll today me and co came back from Lancaster for the weekend w/ my parents and grandparents for my gparents bday <3 and yeah it was alottt of fun! but i'llll tell you about my whole weekend.

friday*
   wellll went to school. and then went out to eat with my parents and went to the football game. saw my wife! so excited. and my boyfriend surprised me and yeah it was fun! and then dan came back to my house til like 12? and i love him <3

saturday*
    uh had to wake up at freakin 7. and got ready and picked up Co. and then we got breakfast at Shady Maple. and well there was a christin thing going on there andd well me and co were singing to "i can only imagine!" OMG BEST SONG EVER <3 "HI BRADLEY!" lol and my brother was annoying the SHIT outta us. and yeah. "greg. God is going to come out and yell at you now!" and then we ate. and it was reallyyy good! and then we went to the gift shop. skunk on a stick <3 and we got kinda lazy and sat on the floor and played with the toys? and then we left and went to some xmas thing? and it was pretty cool. MY DAD ALMOST MADE ME KNOCK A GLASS CASE OVER! hes an idiot. and then we got to the hotel, which was NICE as hell. it was a suit and yeah. then we went out to eat. and holy shit that was the best food i've had in a LONG time. "mam is that when?" lol and then we went shoppingggg! thosee rebelsss!! lol and then we went back to the hotel. and well we were gonnaa go swimming but co's gay and went to bed. so i watched fat albert and then my baby called <3 and i talked to him for a little and then i went to sleep!

today*
    woke up at like 730-8 cause my mom/co/gmom thinks its cool to talk loud and wake me up. lol so then everyone went to eat but me and co and we ate some fruit, spilled it everywhere. and then got ready! andd we talked and shit and then we packed up and dropped everything in the lobby? oh it was fun. and then we went to the gift shop. and then went shopping again! and got lost? almost died crossing the highway? had a heart attack. OH and i hit my head on my van? it was special! so then we ate at long john silvers and went home! car ride = fun, as always <3 but yeah got home, and did nothing? so yeah! BUT THERES PICTURESSS =]

soooo thats all the prettiness your gettin at 7 in the morning from us! k? =]

uh my brothers gay? and likes to mess up our pictures...

he didnt mess up that one =]

okay so those are our bible banging friends. =]

co, the GIANT snowglobe, oh and her football =]

SANTA!

he was ugly/scary.

co's boyfriend <3

santa and his workshop. holla

me in santa's chair!

FROG!

the frog familyyy <333 sooo cute!!

SNEEZLE! he was our favorite <3

<3

the living room

the one bedroom

the other bedroom

and the kitchen! yeahhh our room was pretty sweet =]

bestfriendsforever*
thanks for coming co, i love you <33

k well thats it! byee <3kp*

COMMENTS!?!?!?!?!

have you ever been in love?
been in love so bad, you'd do anything.
to make them understand...?
i love you dan <3

just a confession...need to get it off my chest. you dont gotta read it.

ok so its colleen. ive relized there is no difference in love and war. in love you get your heart ripped out even when your the one who ends it and in war you get your head blown off. i dont even know which is worse. like well duh im not saying i want to die but it just hurts real bad you know. like all the memories keep replaying in my head. and i know like i ended it but i just cant let things get deeper then they are b.c then it hurts even more. i guess maybe i AM afraid to love forever or maybe of commitment. either way i wish i wasnt. so im sitting here in his jersey with his teddy bear in his hat watching his movie...maybe ill doing this to myself. maybe its not how it has to be/ or should be but its how it is. maybe im better off alone. but i feel like i need him but i know things have changed for me. like im actually lying and gettin caught and bringing other ppl in my lie and just gettin myself in trouble and i KNOW thats not his fault! i blame that on no1 but myself but its just not me. so i gotta make time to find "me" again and maybe he'll still be there when i do and maybe he wont. but i have to think of my first for once in my life. ive been threw a lot and i just need to vent and i REALLY DO LOVE HIM!! like i really cant even say it enough. but i cant have him waiting around for me while i find myself. so like a wise person told me the other day...."if you really do love him colleen then let him go" and i thought about it and she was right. but he is one of my BESTEST friends! and ill give up almost anything to keep it that way. but i have to go now.

-Colleen*Sarah-

like i said you dont gotta read it but its a way to clear my mind.im soo sorry (you)

edittt;;;

hi its kelley =] im leavin that up there so yall can read it cause yeah <3 buttt i love you co <3 anyway! taryns sleepin over tonight! and dans coming overr andd tomorrow were going to dorneyy!!!!! soo im pretty excited!!! andddd yeah <3 well byeeee =] <3kp

COMMENTS?!?!?!

i love you dan <3

Currently Listening Naked By Marques Houston see related

hiii! =] well yesterdayy was dan and stacys bday =] andd yeah. i went to school and then after i went to dan's and then we went out to dinner with his parents at ruby tuesday's and then we went shopping! and then they took me home! and i love him <3 then there was some drama! =[ co's grounded but shes still coming with me to lancaster and to dorney maybe? =] so im pretty excited. but bummed cause shes grounded for like 2 years? lol but yeah. todayy not alot happened. the usual vagina rubbers, lanyards, and goop <3 i love it! ohh! and now its a new thing to yell at me for my jacket? i like it. and yeah so then i came home and i already did my homework. so this looks like my night! im excited. not. i wish it wasnt like below 0 out, cause then i'd take a walk. but oh well i guess. k well bye! =] <3kp*

i want all of you, forever. 
everyday, you & me *
i love you dan <3